The date was January 14th, 2018. I was sitting in the 3rd deck of US Bank Stadium over the east endzone for my first ever Minnesota Vikings playoff game. With 25 seconds left in the game, New Orleans Saints kicker Will Lutz kicked a 43-yard field goal to give the Saints a 24-23 lead. All hope seemed lost.
It was a classic example of the Vikings getting their fans hopes far too high. Whether it was the four empty trips to the Super Bowl in the 1970s; or the 1998 season where the league’s top ranked offense had lead the team to a 15-1 record, only to lose in the NFC Championship game after a kicker who hadn’t missed all year missed a 38-yarder; or when 40-year-old Brett Favre, fresh off one of the most interesting offseason sagas ever led to one of the most exciting seasons ever, threw an interception deep in enemy territory to end the 2009 team’s chance at the title; or when Blair Walsh missed a 27-yarder in one of the most gut-wrenchingly unexpected losses of them all, this team had a flair for tragedy.
In fact, this entire season seemed like it was too good to be true. The franchise quarterback, Teddy Bridgewater, had gone down with a gruesome knee injury the year before, and in an effort to remedy the situation, GM Rick Spielman traded a first-round draft pick for a quarterback who was once taken first overall, Sam Bradford. Though Bradford played well, setting a then NFL record for completion percentage, the team battled inconsistent play and ravaging injuries to an 8-8 mark.
Hopes weren’t too high going into the year, but the team began the 2017 campaign with a convincing win against these very Saints behind the impressive play of Bradford. Of course, the law of the Vikings dictates that things have to be unnecessarily complicated and stupidly undone, so Bradford developed a knee injury during that game that was unnoticed until afterwards, and his ability to return during the season was cast into doubt. So, with 15 games to go, the quarterback position was turned to journeyman Case Keenum.
This is the part the seemed to make no sense at all. Case Keenum was a college star at Houston, yes, but he had spent his five years in the NFL alternating between the Texans and Rams (both in St. Louis and Los Angeles), building little more reputation than that of a solid backup. And for what it was worth, that was what he was expected to be, even after the injury to Bradford.
The hope was that Bradford’s injury wouldn’t last long. That was the hope anyway…. Teddy was still on the PUP, but he would be available by week 7 if worst came to worst. “Keenum wouldn’t be long for the Vikings” was the prevailing thought amongst fans. I even took to calling him “some guy named Case,” thinking his time behind center would be short. Boy, how our tune would change.
Over the next 15 games, Case Keenum would go 12-3, and not just as a guy who stayed out of the way, but as a daring gunslinger who seemed to will the ball into his receivers’ hands. When star rookie running back Dalvin Cook went down in week 4, Keenum’s load increased, and he rose to the occasion. When Teddy Bridgewater came back midseason, the once budding young star was relegated to holding a clipboard, as no one would dare make a change from Case’s hot hand.
This team, however, would be defined not by their Cinderella quarterback, but by the League’s preeminent defensive unit. With Head coach Mike Zimmer in his fourth year at the helm, a man who was undoubtedly one of the leagues brightest defensive minds had built a juggernaut. With homegrown talent like Harrison Smith, Xavier Rhodes, Anthony Barr, and Everson Griffen, along with perfectly fit transplants like Linval Joseph, Terence Newman and Tom Johnson, the defense had ironically gained a reputation as a “no-name” unit, despite the fact that it sent five of its members to the Pro Bowl. By Season’s end, the Vikings ranked first in Yards Allowed, Points Allowed, and 3rd Down Conversion Rate.
And so, behind the story of a journeyman quarterback turned season saver and the foundation of the league’s best defense, the 13-3 Vikings, by virtue of gaining the NFC’s second seed, prepared to host the Saints in the Divisional Round in a game that was tabbed as a week 1 rematch. Having decided to attend the game after some spur of the moment coaxing from my friend Abe – with whom I’ve shared the misery of lives dedicated to supporting a team who seem to find the most inspiring ways of building you up, only to find an even more agonizing way to tear you down – I prepared to watch this game with my hopes and expectations in the lowest place possible.
As it turned out keeping my hopes down was more challenging that I could have expected. The Vikings jumped out to a 17-0 lead in the first half behind Touchdowns from running backs Jerrick McKinnon and Latavius Murray, and a 20-yard field goal from former Saint Kai Forbath. Adding to the impressive offensive performance, the defense intercepted 2 of Saints Quarterback Drew Brees’ passes and didn’t allow the Saints a single 3rd Down conversion through the first 30 minutes. With the team seemingly firing on all cylinders and a three-possession lead in tow, the crowd anxiously awaited the time when the clock turned zero and the team could officially turn their focus to the NFC Championship game the following week.
But sometimes all-time greats do the things that make them all-time greats, and no one in their right mind would ever question the greatness of Drew Brees after his second half performance. With two Touchdown passes to star receiver Michael Thomas, Brees began the task of bringing the Saints back from the brink of elimination. A 49-yard Kai Forbath field goal still gave the Vikings a 20-14 lead, that is until, with 3:01 left in regulation, Brees hit running back Alvin Kamara on a wheel route for a 14-yard, go ahead score. The Vikings responded with another Forbath field goal, the one from 53 yards out, with 1:29 left, only to see Brees march the Saints down the field once again. The Vikings defense even forced the Saints into a 4th and 10 at the Vikings 46, but the future Hall of Famer would not be denied, connecting with receiver Willie Snead for 13 yards to extend the game. Fifteen seconds later, Wil Lutz’ 43-yarder sank the spirits of the crowd in a way that was palpable to all in attendance.
The speakers in the stadium began to play the famous Journey song “Don’t Stop Believing” in an attempt to connect with the crowd. While this seemed like an appropriate choice on its surface, I couldn’t help but feeling like it was a last-ditch attempt to keep some hope tethered to a fanbase with more scars than needed reminding of. It didn’t work, of course. No sooner had Lutz’ kick sailed through the uprights than scores of fans started dejectedly towards the exit. Those who stayed were mostly accepting of the fact that they were sitting out the final moments of another exciting, yet ultimately disappointing season. Though Abe and I chose to stay among those who waiting for the bitter end, two of our group decided they wouldn’t watch the Saints celebrate on our field and disappeared towards the Stadium gate. As Steve Perry’s voice echoed through the emptying bowl, I turned to Abe and expressed my feeling that the song playing on the speakers was a bad sign. I didn’t get a response, not even a glance; Abe, who I’m not sure even heard me, stood and stared forward, unable to put into words the feeling coursing through his gut after what seemed like the 100th punch dealt in a yet young existence as a fan of this team.
As it turned out, being speechless was a theme that would pervade the coming moments, but not for the reasons we thought it would. Despite a false start penalty to open the ensuing drive, Case Keenum found receiver Stefon Diggs in the middle of the field for a 19-yard gain. The failure to get out-of-bounds, however, caused the Vikings to burn their final timeout. After an incomplete pass on the following play, a Saints timeout preceded the most exciting sports moment I’ve experienced in my 23 years.
On 2nd and 10, Keenum fired a deep out to Diggs, who caught the ball after leaping in the air at the Saints 34-yard-line. An incredible tackling error by Saints safety Marcus Williams both failed in its quest to tackle Diggs and succeeded in preventing another Saints defender – cornerback Ken Crawley – from being able make the play. Diggs, who lost his balance upon returning to the ground, managed to brace himself by reaching out and pushing off the ground with his left hand. Seeing no defenders between himself and the goal line, he sprinted the remaining 30 yards into the east endzone right in front of Abe and me. The Vikings had, out of nowhere, pulled a miracle and won, 29-24!
Pandemonium erupted through US Bank Stadium. The deafening roar of the crowd would not subside for several minutes, as those who chose to stay and watch far outnumbered the ones who left. Many who left, by the way, did their best to return to their seats if they hadn’t made it all the way out. My exact words at that moment were “OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!” and I quote. I can’t tell you what Abe said, because I honestly had a hard time perceiving the world around me in the moments that followed.
The craziness that engulfed the stadium was not confined to the stands. On the field, the Vikings rushed into each other’s arms to celebrate, the Saints rushed to the locker room, and media personnel rushed to interview anyone they could find, trying to find words to describe what they’d just witnessed. It wasn’t until many minutes later that Gene Steratore, the game’s referee, could be heard over the loudspeaker informing the crowd that the ruling on the field had been upheld, and that a conversion apparently needed to be attempted. Slowly, the Vikings had 11 players line up for the final play, and the Saints brought 8 players to line up against them. Before the snap was made, Case Keenum led the crowd in a rendition of the “Skol Chant,” a tradition only 2 years old, but seemingly etched in the culture of the fanbase forever. Case took the snap, put a knee on the ground, and the celebration ensued.
What happened next seemed to be a retelling of a tired tale that always ended in the same unfortunate end. Seven days later, the Vikings failed to put their best foot forward against the Philadelphia Eagles, losing 38-7 in a game that was as depressing to watch as any football game could be. I spent the entire week leading up to that game re-watching the play as often as I could. I thought we were the team of destiny, and that feeling was beat up on repeatedly over the 60 minutes the Vikings spend in Philly. To add insult to injury, the Eagles came to Minneapolis two weeks later and won the Super Bowl in a game we all hoped would be a grand homecoming. The reality had sunk in that for the 52nd year of its existence, the Super Bowl title would not go to the Minnesota Vikings.
But somehow, this time felt different. Despite another year of failing to lift the Vince Lombardi Trophy, there is still something bubbly that rises up in me when I thought about the game. I still watch the replay from time to time, reminding myself that yes, I was there when this happened. I experienced it as close up as I could have. It is through this watching and re-watching that I discovered the meme of putting Celine Dion’s “My Heart Will Go On” behind big sports moments. Trust me when I say that it made this one better as well.
I also often harken back to a conversation I had with my mother in the days after the game, explaining that it was moments like these that a sports fan dreams of, and that was these moments that seemed to make watching sports, which really is a silly practice when you think about it, justifiable, if only because of the excitement and community that seems to grow from them. Somehow, I felt that no one could take this moment away from me. That happiness that I felt, that would be there forever, despite what happened a week later.
Still yet, the memory that I’m reminded of the most often is the moment right before the wild finish, the moment when all hope seemed lost. This moment always comes to mind when I head “Don’t Stop Believing” on the radio, at a bar, or on YouTube. It reminds me that sometimes, a little hope, even in the most unlikely of scenarios, isn’t a bad thing. It reminds me that sometimes the greatest moments are born out of the direst of situations. I don’t think this song will stop reminding me of that for as long as I live. I think it has formed an unbreakable link with that moment.
Nearly eight months later, the Vikings prepare to start their 2019 season against the San Francisco 49ers. Case Keenum is no longer a Viking, having been replaced by expensive free agent Kirk Cousins. Many other faces, including Sam Bradford, Jerrick McKinnon, and Kai Forbath, have also departed. Such is the way of the ever-changing landscape of the NFL. Still, the character of the team remains largely the same, as the defense remains largely intact, and most of the skill position talent on offense is still in place. Expectations around the country for the Vikings are perhaps as high as they have been in my lifetime.
But yet I remain cynical. In recent years, the team’s most exciting years are often followed by their most disappointing. Whatever the future brings though, I can’t help, every once in a while, thinking about the day I was in the stands over the east endzone of US Bank Stadium, and remembering fondly the feeling they can’t take away.